Why I hate Toppers????

I Flunked in my Computer Networks(ii) .

        

       I remember my MOM yelling at me for this "Look at Raeju he has passed in all the subjects that too first class with distinction what has happened to you ? seriousness,decency,punctuality you have none of these in you ,You dont have values in life,you dont have good friends(was trying to figure out the meaning of good friends),your existence on this earth is waste"(i just uttered mom...)she said"Dont call me mom "and then switched off the telivision and threw the remote on the table and went in with her face locked (was feeling sad for my mom because of me she missed her favourite serials!).

       I say all this because,These good scoring friends of mine have made my life miserable (bloody losers!!),They know nothing in life except studies,they just want to top the college,I hate it when they sit there in libraries for days together with there big soda glasses on there eyes and memorize the whole text book(God knows how they do it) ,You Dunderheads (toppers)do you know how painful it is to take yelling from our parents they literally spit on our face (You fools!)

     if you are thinking why am I saying all this,Its because these toppers have made me fall every where,they become lecturers favourite,become proclaimed leaders (even though not having a single leadership quality),They are choose first for placements, 60% is the minimum limit if one has to get selected for placements, what the hell?? mann,those dunderheads doesn't  know even to write a simple c program on factorial of a number and they get placed but we dont! 

    you bloody toppers you are all there because of us,Remember that you fools if we were not there you would have never become toppers,and for those who dont respect the fact that even we are normal like you

"you people dont get free tickets to go to heaven,you people should rot in hell and the people in hell should boil you in hot water and make barbecue of you flesh"

   I just wanted to say this,I hate this discrimination between good studying students and the bad ones,treat everyone equally all have talents in there own way,i dont want to make you my enemies dont treat us like aheap of  garbage

who knows i might be your CEO in future 

                                                                                                                  -nes

    

My complicated first love

          she is cute mann,I said to myself ,I don't know why I fell to her may be her smile i think... was that smile that cute?
ya her name was shravani all i knew about her was only this much her name and her cute smile,then i started to study about her background,then i came to know she comes from a village near by my place called indavara, she comes daily to college through bus,couldn't find out about her parents

      this cute smile girl shravani had already made me sleepless for almost a week,i couldn't resist this day she was standing in our college canteen holding a cadbury dairymilk chocolate with her silver nail polished fingers with the cute smile on her face again ,she was talking to her friends,I said to myself enough is enough and went directly to her she was confused

       I said her "....I think.......... i am in.....love with u"  i dont know where i had this courage inside me i did it
i cant belive but still i had proposed her,i felt like her cadbury started melting she didnt speak a word she stood like a statue with a cute smile bit confused statue,then again i couldnt control my tonque i asked her"i really find u interesting can we hang around..........." that smiling statue didnt open her lips again she looked at me from top to bottom like a lifeless tree, paid for her chocolate and left the canteen, all other students kept looking at me.... as if i had murdered someone that moment was really worst, felt like i was sitting on a hot stove
         but surprisingly it had worked,i was in a sad mood because of the incident happened yesterday drinking coke,even that coke was tasting bitter,but this day she came to me i stood from my chair i thought i would get the marks of her slippers on my cheeks....but no she came to me gave me a dairymilk chocolate with a small chit with it, is this yes i asked her she smiled and disappeared i opened the chit it was written with beautiful handwriting "With Love shravani" what was with love is it the chocolate or the more sweeter smile on her face
suddenly i realised even she is in love with me, i ate that chocolate alone though my friends started teasing me
i didnt give even a single bite of that chocolate to any one,this is how it all started i was very happy even god realised it i guess the clouds disappeared and the bright morning sun came out,i cant forget that day most happiest day of my life
   soon afterfew days,we were damn close, we went to movies together all romantic movies not even a single horror,i can name few for u jane tu ya jane na,jab we met and some more flop romantic movies also which i dont remember,she had given me a lot of gifts these one month since we got commited, novels like five point someone,three mistakes of my life,a jacket and my favorite a 8000rs tommy watch ,even i had given her many gifts one of the costliest is16000rs gucci bag,i dont remember how many celebrations chocolates we both ate together,like this life was cool,happiness every where,that evening i remember she didnt give me chocolates or any other stuff she spoke to me about the past few beautiful days our life our eyes became wet she was crying i thought it was too much of love ...she kissed me on my cheeks and went home
           
 the date was 11/7/2008 on the news paper,Minister ranganarayana  killed by naxalites
a 20 year girl named shravani killed herself to kill the minister with a suicide bomb with her parents ramaraj(52) and jailakshmi(46) they even killed the two police gaurds and a sub inspector as of this incident colleges,schools and offices will be remained closed today i was shocked because they had put my smiling face shravanis photo with it tears came out of my eyes,i went to her village and enquired her house was locked and police surrounding it for investigation
            still i wonder "was i in love with a naxalite????? "the question remains forever in my heart

                                                                                                                    -nes